I'm back from Melacca two days ago. It was awesome. ^^ But idkw I miss AisyahAisha alot. LOL [PS: saya bukan lesbian ya.]
Saturday (Eve Of Syawal)
- Escape from S'pore @ around 1600hr
- Reach Malacca @1850hr
- Out to Town after break fast
- Home Sweet Home
Sunday (1 Syawal)
- Stayed at home to serve cousins/ relatives
- In the Afternoon, out to town to take fresh flowers for Sirih Junjung
- To Abang Hafiz house to visit his nenek
- Home Sweet Home
Monday (2 Syawal)
- Kak Sue's engagement day
- People coming in and out of the house
- At night, went to relative house for raya
- Home Sweet Home
Tuesday (3 Syawal)
- Since ticket were sold out, I followed Kak Sue to Menara
- Then to Dataran Pahlawan and Mahkota Parade
- Ate Johnny's
- Home Sweet Home
Wednesday (4 Syawal)
- Spend time with the kids + Do Maths and Eng with my so-called tutor, Kak Sue( I miss Angah and her already ): )
- Off to Malacca for bus @1900hr
- Reached home @2300hr
Hey people, whazzzzzz upppp?! Haha Anw, wanna know somethang? I just got a new hairstyle. I simply feel different. :) I look like this now,
I think I look like Amirah Amran a lil bit. Not in this picture but the other one, which I don't publish now. Baby, sorry for being so similar with you. I didn't mean to 'copy' you. Haha, I've wanted to cut bangs since the beginning of the year. I cut it now just bcs I wanted to look a lil different for Aidilfitri. lol Babe, tag me if you're not satisfied with me okay? hahaha *peace*
This week was a disaster for me. I cleaned the house with just mum and bro Syafiee. Also, I pushed my fucking heavy wardrobe using my backbone. Plus, I painted the whole living room by myself. And the next day was a fcuking normal school day. Can you imagine how tiring I am? With the stack of homeworks I need to complete and also I need to mug for O's. I don't even have time to rest. My body ache and I felt very weak. On the fourth day of the week, I decided not to attend school. School called and asked if I got an MC for the day, and I just said Yes, eventhough I haven't. I need rest. Just one. fcuking. long. rest. I woke up late. very late. And fuuuuhh, I felt fresh. After this, no more rest. I must throw my everything out. My L1R4 for Prelims frightened me. I just hope I can make it for O's.
Syawal will come in less than 24hours, and I am very excited to meet my cousins in Malaysia today. Hopefully, Aidilfitri will be as fun as the previous years. I can't wait for the laughters of children. I can't wait to hear and see the mini fireworks at my village. I can't wait for the feeling of happiness I am gonna feel tonight. Ahhh, I can't wait for everything. I miss Malacca. ^^ Apart from all these, I will still remember to bring along my comb science notes everywhere I go. I'm going to finish up my maths and english Aidilfitri ' homejoy '. I promise. (:
Bye readers. :D
[ In Advance ]
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ^^
This is random I know, but since Ramadhan is coming to an end, I hope all smokers could quit smoking. Stop harming your family members and also your future. You shouldn't risk your life just to make yourself satisfied. Smokers ain't cool, they sucks big time. But sadly to say, almost half of my friends and even my dad and brothers smoke. Please people, I love you all. I don't wish to lose any of you guys, even in the future.
PS: I don't shisha anymore lahhhhhhh. ^^
Your joy for living has increased because of a jolt of juicy energy in the love life zone. You will be highly passionate and energetic today, much to the delight of your partner, the lucky creature. If you are single, get out into the crowd tonight. You will be powerfully attractive.
Myself: Thank you horoscope. I'm really enjoying life right now eventhough major exam is coming. ^^ I'm single, and I went out just now. But I didn't feel powerfully attractive. Why uh? lol
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Awwww, the advertisement is cute kannn. Kecik-kecik dah pandai nak bercinta eh. LOL! The director, Allahyarhamha Yasmin Ahmad is such a great women. I always love her movies/advertisements. :)
" lagipun to tell you the truth i really miss you. "
Aww, Fahmie just said that to me. I miss you too lah Boy. :D We've not been contacting each other thru phone for almost two months, and we missed each other ALOT. hahaha!
Today's was not as fun as the other school days. We receive back our POA paper. I failed. SERVE ME RIGHT. I didn't revise my POA bcs I thought I can do it, but no, I can never pass with flying colours if I don't study. But I just thought I could. *sigh* I told Mr Soo about the Qns I skipped, and he somewhat scold me. You must see his face, he looked depressed by what I've told him. -.- Urghh, I must take this as a lesson. Never would I be so careless anymore. I don't want to disappoint my maths teacher and my vp. They gave me so much support for me to get distinction for O, and I would get the distinction. Just wait and see. My Physics prelims was fine. I improved alot, although I failed by 1/2. From 20+%, I jumped to 49%. It looks like all my hardwork didn't went down the drain huh. :) I'm happy for my Physics. But, I was down for English SRP eventhough we haven't get our papers. So what does the SRP tells me eh? Hmm.. Confirm! My English border line pass or worst, I failed. :( Haiyaaa, no use crying over a spilt milk. What I should do is to sleep less, study more, and blog less. true? LOL Okay, we'll be getting our other papers after the September hols. Oh oh, and Mrs Leong said that our class has improve on Chemistry. Hmm *wondering*
We'll have educational fair tomorrow. I hope it'll be useful. :)
Btw, did I tell you that Visnoo got a box of Durex for his Birthday on Monday? If I'm not wrong the chinese guys gave it to him. Sheeeesh, They're all insensitive. Nothing else to give uhh Lk and Co.? Hahahaha
And now, I was damn irritated by the guys in my class who called me shisha girl/ leader. Whereever I go, Whatever I do, they'll call me that irritating name eventhough the topic doesn't link to shisha. -.- I don't even wanna bother them anymore if they continue calling me shisha girl. Okay Rui Hua(especially this "dog") &Co.?
First of all, to my beloved Visnoo. Happy Birthday! You're one of the best Indian friend I've ever had, besides Reshma and Shivani. You've always been very good to me, and I hope it'll last forever okay dude? :) Have an enjoyable day today alright.
Secondly, Happy Teacher's Day to all AI PS/SS teachers. Thank you for everything that you've done for us, students. To my Pri Sch Maths/English/Form teacher, Mrs Michelle Tan(even though you're not reading), Thank you very much for teaching me in Pri 6. You've made me a good e-maths student. You're the one who taught me till I pass my Maths for PSLE. Fyi, I've got D for my maths since Pri 1. I thought I would fail my Maths in PSLE and retain, but she changed my direction. She is the best primary school teacher I would bring with me in my memory forever. LOL To my English/Form teacher Mdm Yeo Hui Kheng, Thank you for always being patient with us. We've made some mess, and you still love us, right? Haha You gave us lollipop and provide us with hilarious videos when we're restless. This seems like you understand what We, as a teenager actually want. When you know we're feeling down, you'll confide us. You're great Mrs Chua. We Love You. You really deserve the 10 Most Caring Teacher Award in AI. ^^
Thirdly, my day was as usual yesterday. I went to school for like only 2.5hours. It's teacher's day celebration. The councellor chose retro as the team for the teachers and performances. Performance was average, but Drama club make my tear drop. It's a lil' touching. Haha, you know, I'm emotional lah. Btw, Mr Elfie turns out to be so so so so so so so so cute! Cuter than the usual him in school. Aisha Aisyah Shivani and I shouted when he stood up to dance on the stage. -.- Sorry uh, I know we sounds like mentel(?), but actually No. We're just cheering up for our cutest male teacher, like a fan cheering up for their idol? Hmm like me cheering up for my gay -according to Aisyah- Robert Pattinson? LOL Mr Elfie's appearance was good. At the end of the day, we took pictures with him. :) But but, Sherra and Hazimah thinks that he's an average guy. -.- They said he wasn't cute at all. tsk, mate korang rosak eh? Haha
Aisyah can't wait to see me uploading the pictures from Nurul's camera and email them to her, so Aisyah and Nurul went up to my house after school. When she's satisfied, she went home. Nurul stayed. 10minutes later, Aisha joined. We watched TAKEN and Aisha went to fetch his brother from school. Nurul continued watching the next dvd, MAUT. I felt asleep after half an hour of MAUT. I was so sleepy that I just shut my eyes and let Nurul watch it by herself. Hahh Nurul went off when the movie ended. I thought I would sleep when she went, but I didn't. Idkw. Funny eh. I continue reading Twilight, and off I went into my fantasy world. I didn't realise when did my eyes close. LOL I woke up at 18:30, wash up and help mum with the food for break fast. Later at night, my family went to Ikea and Geylang. It has been a long time since we last went out together. My brother Paris have started working, so we have to understand. We bumped into my aunt and uncle at Geylang together with my niece and nephew. I miss them. It's alright, soon we'll break fast together at their house, I hope. Or we'll meet again during Syawal. :(
Today I'm going to Geylang again with Mum and Syafiee, but not break fast there. We'll be home before break fast. Here's the picture for yesterday;
Hi, Good weather to sleep isn't it? haha Well, I just woke up fyi. I slept at 2 in the morning, and that's why I woke up so late today, plus the weather is nice. ^^
Yesterday Hazimah Aisyah and Hanisah break fast with me at Pastamania, Suntec. The food was all on Hanisah. Then we proceed to Candy Empire(^^) and off to the Esplanade for Baybeats. Baybeats wasn't in our plan. We just had no other better plan after eating, so we went to the Baybeats. Saw Azmin Jufri Faizah and Becca(!!!). I miss Rebecca Fang so much that I hugged her very tightly. "Sometimes we thought that we didn't miss that person, but when we meet them face-to-face, the feeling will come naturally." We headed home at ard 2230. Talked on the phone with Nurul till 2. For the whole of 2.5hours, we only talked about Twilight. ;) She had researched almost everything about the Twilight series, and last night was story telling session for me. But she only manage to tell me about the Cullen's family and will continue on the shape-shifters and the other vampires soon, hmm maybe tonight? haha If this happens evreynight, all my brother would think that I was talking OTP with 'my boyfriend', which I don't even have one. Hahahah
Woked up, and awhile later Hazimah called. She wanted me to accompany her to print some pictures. I was too lazy and thus I didn't go out. I've plan to revise my Chem-Anion/Cation/Gases Tests for Sci Prac today. Fyi, I'm currently addicted to Taylor Swift songs. -.- LOL
Okay, nothing much to say. Bye :)
The day starts wonderfully with me talking on the phone with Nurhazimah after sahur. Our laughters make me fresh. LOL After talking to her, I decided to watch Twilight even though I had History Elective paper at 10:40. See, how lazy I am? I prefer watching Twilight rather that studying. Oh btw, Robert Pattinson is hot huh. I was so excited by him in the movie that I repeatedly smile by myself during my paper. The best scene in the movie is when the couple went to their high school together. Edward looks cool and hot when he hugged Bella. How I wish(!) I was Bella. heh Anw about my History, it wasn't that difficult, but I don't think I've done well since I didn't revise my work. -.- Serve me right then.
Yesterday I had fun with Nurul and Hazimah at my home. We had DVD marathon from 12 onwards till 18:30. Kecoh gile sey.^^
Apart from that, we talked about the hottest news happening in our circle of friends. Poor Nurul. Your sufferings will end okay babe. Don't worry, she'll be yours again one fine day. Like what Firman used to say to me, "BFF(BestFriends Forever) will fight once in a while". It is just that both individual have to work together to solve the problem.
Alright, I wanna take a nap for awhile before helping my mum later. I hope Rob will come into my dream(if I am). LOL
It is one of the severest tests of friendship to tell your friend his faults. So to love a man that you cannot bear to see a stain upon him, and to speak painful truth through loving words, that is friendship.Nurul, for you.
I was browsing some interesting videos on youtube.com and I clicked on this. First, I thought it was a normal -matrep- singing and I just want to hear his voice bcs some -matreps- have talent, right? haha When I listened to it,... *uhhhhhh* his voice is great. I like the song plus his voice! so I post it. :)
First week of Ramadhan is going to end in 2 days time, and this was very fast. I hope I can fast for the whole month this year. It is such a waste if you had IT on the month of Ramadhan, you know. lol Hmm prelim's going to end soon. My last written exam will be on Friday, and Science practical will be next Wednesday, which was two days after teachers' day. :) &Mrs Chua will be our most caring teacher! ^^
Alright, let me tell you about my oral yesterday. It doesn't goes as smooth as I want. I mess it up with all my "uhmmm.." and "Arhhhhh". I was too nervous that I repeat the two reactions frequently. If I'm not fasting, I think I've cried after the oral. The topic was related to Healthcare(-.-). The Female examiner showed attitude sey. She sat like a gangster, and when I say thank you, she don't even smile or nod her head. It makes me feel that I have done very badly. ): Oral sucks. I hope this will be my LAST time doing oral. I hate oral!
Maths P1 and POA P2 and Science P1 was average. The bad news is that i'm failing my Physics prelim. I know this will disappoint Mr Fong,... I am one stupid pig. At this point of time, I! hate! myself! :(
Tomorrow I'm off from school. I had no paper, and I'm going to study hard for History paper on Friday. :) Arghhhhhh! I'm stress with myself luhhh. I don't know what's happening to my brain. If killing is not a sin, I'll do it now. :( Okay off, tata.
Signs showing that you were in love
1)You look at their profile constantly.
2)When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
3)You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.
4)You walk really slow when you're with them.
5)You feel shy whenever they're around.
6)When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.
7)You smile when you hear their voice.
8)When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him.
9)You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
10)They're all you think about.
11)You get high just from their scent.
12)You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
13)You would do anything for them!
Is this true? I guess so. -.- hahaha! I don't even sure whether i'm in love with that someone or not. Love is too complicated. I can't figure out what is my real feelings towards him now. I thought love is as easy as ABC. The way I see people being in love, The way they express themselves, seems easy in my eyes. But when I'm in Love, which I myself don't even sure of, I guess it was all not as easy as what I've seen. Hmm, first of all, What is LOVE? I think I should understand the meaning first before I could confirm my feelings. :) Anyway, anyone wanna share with me your own definition of love? :)
How would you feel if someone called you slow/clumsy, as if you are stupid?
How would you feel if that someone really mean it?
How would you feel if they say negative things about you to their family, but when with you, they'll smile at you even if they're not happy with you?
*sigh* I have nothing to say about this. She just disappoint me, and i've already lost my respect to her. :(
My maths paper 2 sucks. I think i've done badly for it. I'm so careless that i don't realise that Qs 3 exist. What indignant me the most is that the Qs is freaking easy. It's about compound interest, and exchange rate. -.- I don't know why the hell can i don't see the whole of page 4. Futhermore i skipped Qs 4. Now, I can't score well for my Maths already. :( Paper One will be on next tuesday, and i'm trying my best. On the other hand, my Chemistry is getting better. I could answer all the question. LOL But, i don't hope too much on that subject though. Hmm, my Add Maths on Tuesday sucks. All the qs in paper 1 looks very familiar but I don't know how to do. Frankly speaking, i don't study Add maths at all. I gave up long time ago sia. Hahaha I've thought about dropping the subject since last year, but I kept asking myself to try. However, I just realise that it was all useless bcs Add Maths is very difficult. I should use the period to revise other subjects. True? :D So, I've made up my mind today and approached our principle, and he handed me over to Mdm Rina. She gave me the drop of subject form and on Monday, I'll be free from Add Maths! Yessss arghhhhh! ^^
Tomorrow is First of Ramadhan. Selamat berpuasa to all Muslims! I'm in gay mood right now because i'm going to be free from Add Maths soon! :D
Okay, i'm done for now.
FOR THOSE OF US WHO USE SANITARY NAPKINS/PADS: IF you ever wondered what were the ingredients that made popular brands so 'free and light and carefree'.Wwell here's the bit:The material that makes the pad so paper thin, is cellulose gel. Yup, it's not even cotton! After 3 hours, the genital area is prone to bacterial action and may result in cervical cancer or other complications. So remember, Do Not wear the same pad for more than 3 hours maximum!
No wonder so many women in the world suffer from cervical cancer and womb tumors. Have you heard that tampon makers include asbestos in tampons? Why would they do this? Because asbestos makes you bleed more, if you bleed more, you're going to need to use more. Why isn't this against the law since asbestos is so dangerous? Because the powers that be, in all their wisdom (not), did not consider tampons as being ingested, and, therefore, didn't consider them illegal or dangerous. This month's Essence magazine has a small article about this and they mention two manufacturers of a cotton tampon alternative. The companies are: Organic Essentials @1-800) 765-6491 and Terra Femme @(800)755-0212.
A woman getting her Ph.D. at University of Colorado at Boulder sent the following: 'I am writing this because women are not being informed about the dangers of something most of us use: tampons. I am taking a class this month and I have been learning a lot about biology and women, including much about feminine hygiene. Recently we have learned that tampons are actually dangerous (for other reasons than TSS). I'll tell you this - after learning about this in our class, most of the females wound up feeling angry and upset with the tampon industry, and I for one, am going to do something about it. To start, I want to inform everyone I can, and email is the fastest way that I know how.
HERE ! IS THE SCOOP:
Tampons contain two things that are potentially harmful: Rayon (for absorbency), and dioxin (a chemical used in bleaching the products). The tampon industry is convinced that we, as women, need bleached white products in order to view the product as pure and clean. The problem here is that the dioxin, which is produced in this bleaching process, can lead to very harmful problems for a woman. Dioxin is potentially carcinogenic cancer-associated)and is toxic to the immune and reproductive systems. It has also been linked to endometriosis and lower sperm counts for men. For both sexes, it breaks down the immune system. Last September, the Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) reported that there really is no set 'acceptable' level of exposure to dioxin given that it is cumulative and slow to disintegrate. The real danger comes from repeated contact Karen Couppert 'Pulling the Plug on the Tampon Industry'). I'd say using about 4-5 tampons a day, five days a month, for 38 menstruating years is 'repeated contact', wouldn't you? Rayon contributes to the danger of tampons and dioxin because it is a highly absorbent substance. Therefore, when fibers from the tampons are left behind in the vagina (as usually occurs), it creates a breeding ground for the dioxin. It also stays in a lot longer than it would with just cotton tampons. This is also the reason why TSS (toxic shock syndrome) occurs.
WHAT ARE THE ALTERNATIVES?
Using feminine hygiene products that aren't bleached and that are all cotton. Other feminine hygiene products (pads/napkins) contain dioxin as well, but they are not nearly as dangerous since they are not in direct contact with the vagina. The pads/napkins need to stop being bleached, but, obviously, tampons are the most dangerous. So, what can you do if you can't give up using tampons? Use tampons that are made from 100% cotton, and that are UNBLEACHED. Unfortunately, there are very few companies that make these safe tampons. They are usually only found in health food stores. Countries all over the world (Sweden, Germany, British Columbia, etc.) have demanded a switch to this safer tampon, while the U.S. has decided to keep us in the dark about it. In 1989, activists in England mounted a campaign against chlorine bleaching. Six weeks and 50,000 letters later, the makers of sanitary products switched to oxygen bleaching (one of the green methods available) (MS magazine, May/June 1995).
You are intelligent and you think about life and philosophy and WHY to everything. A lot. But you are missing passion. You like to do creative things, but they often lack the soul behind it. You can make people laugh and beat your friends in an IQ test, but when it comes to living life to the fullest you are lost, even though you think you aren't. You think you are right, but underneath of it all you are confused. You are only guided by your mind which often leads you astray, but your soul rarely reflects in your life. You like to work hard for things and you think you deserve them, but you sometimes wonder why you are where you are. You need direction for your persistent and determined personality, but you aren't sure where to get it.
Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.
Prelim just started, English first. I think i've done quite bad for my english paper one. Out of the five questions in section 1, i chose the last question which is 'the virus'. I wrote about Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome(SARS) and the latest virus, Influenza A(H1N1). Section 2 wasn't that easy. I didn't even know if my proposal format is correct. (-.-)
Today was such a mess. Our class made Mdm Shue, our co-form teacher angry. She was the last teacher to invigilate us. After telling the whole class to stop writing, she ordered Wei Lun and Aloysius to collect the scripts. What The Hell(!), never in my school life, during exam period, an invigilator asking a candidate to collect the exam scripts for them. *sigh* Anw, Firman, Syamil, Rui Hua and Liang Kang kept throwing paper balls at Mdm Shue. Eventhough i don't really like her, but I don't think that the guys were doing the right thing. They kept throwing and was able to get a head shot to her chest and head. The whole class, including me could'nt help but laugh. I know, they have gone overboard but i guess the scene was too hilarious. :D Mdm Shue then told the whole class to stay back. She accused Zarina of throwing the paper balls at her, but in fact Zarina actually help to clear the rubbish in front of her. She cooled down in the end after Zarina made her the point. In the end, Mr Ho came in and caught those who were playing.
The next day, Mrs Chua, Our form teacher scolded us. She was damn disappointed with us. The four guys came forward and apologise to Mdm Shue, but she did not accept their apology. :( I guess, she's very hurt with our rudeness. We are so mean. O.O
Mrs Chua: "5N1, quickly finish your O level, and graduate from this school. We don't wish to have you guys anymore in this school."
She used to say: "5N1, I love you people. You guys are a great bunch of people. I'll always remember you guys even if you have graduated from the school in the future."
I hope her opinion about loving us won't change. The whole class love her, right 5N1?
And you know what? Almost every teacher in the school knew about the incident. What a disgrace. -.-